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Tom sat by, with his Testament open on his knee, and his head leaning upon his hand;?but neither spokeIt was yet early, and the children lay all asleep together in their little rude trundle-bed
Tom, who had, to the full, the gentle, domestic heart, which woe for them! has been a peculiar characteristic of his unhappy race, got up and walked silently to look at his children
?It?s the last time,? he said
Aunt Chloe did not answer, only rubbed away over and over on the coarse shirt, already as smooth as hands could make it; and finally setting her iron suddenly down with a despairing plunge, she sat down to the table, and ?lifted up her voice and wept
?S?pose we must be resigned; but oh Lord! how ken I? If I know?d anything whar you ?s goin?, or how they?d sarve you! Missis says she?ll try and ?deem ye, in a year or two; but Lor! nobody never comes up that goes down thar! They kills ?em! I?ve hearn ?em tell how dey works ?em up on dem ar plantations
?There?ll be the same God there, Chloe, that there is here
?Well,? said Aunt Chloe, ?s?pose dere will; but de Lord lets drefful things happen, sometimesI don?t seem to get no comfort dat way
?I?m in the Lord?s hands,? said Tom; ?nothin? can go no furder than he lets it;?and thar?s one thing I can thank him forIt?s me that?s sold and going down, and not you nur the chil?enHere you?re safe;?what comes will come only on me; and the Lord, he?ll help me,?I know he will
Ah, brave, manly heart,?smothering thine own sorrow, to comfort thy beloved ones! Tom spoke with a thick utterance, and with a bitter choking in his throat,?but he spoke brave and strong
?Let?s think on our marcies!? he added, tremulously, as if he was quite sure he needed to think on them very hard indeed
?Marcies!? said Aunt Chloe; ?don?t see no marcy in ?t! ?tan?t right! tan?t right it should be so! Mas?r never ought ter left it so that ye could be took for his debtsYe?ve arnt him all he gets for ye, twice overHe owed ye yer freedom, and ought ter gin ?t to yer years agoMebbe he can?t help himself now, but I feel it?s wrongNothing can?t beat that ar out o? meSich a faithful crittur as ye?ve been,?and allers sot his business ?fore yer own every way,?and reckoned on him more than yer own wife and chil?en! Them as sells heart?s love and heart?s blood, to get out thar scrapes, de Lord?ll be up to ?em!?
?Chloe! now, if ye love me, ye won?t talk so, when perhaps jest the last time we?ll ever have together! And I?ll tell ye, Chloe, it goes agin me to hear one word agin Mas?rWan?t he put in my arms a baby??it?s natur I should think a heap of himAnd he couldn?t be spected to think so much of poor TomMas?rs is used to havin? all these yer things done for ?em, and nat?lly they don?t think so much on ?tThey can?t be spected to, no waySet him ?longside of other Mas?rs?who?s had the treatment and livin? I?ve had? And he never would have let this yer come on me, if he could have seed it aforehand
?Wal, any way, thar?s wrong about it somewhar,? said Aunt Chloe, in whom a stubborn sense of justice was a predominant trait; ?I can?t jest make out whar ?t is, but thar?s wrong somewhar, I?m clar o? that
?Yer ought ter look up to the Lord above?he?s above all?thar don?t a sparrow fall without him
?It don?t seem to comfort me, but I spect it orter,? said Aunt Chloe?But dar?s no use talkin?; I?ll jes wet up de corn-cake, and get ye one good breakfast, ?cause nobody knows when you?ll get another
In order to appreciate the sufferings of the negroes sold south, it must be remembered that all the instinctive affections of that race are peculiarly strongTheir local attachments are very abidingThey are not naturally daring and enterprising, but home-loving and affectionateAdd to this all the terrors with which ignorance invests the unknown, and add to this, again, that selling to the south is set before the negro from childhood as the last severity of punishmentThe threat that terrifies more than whipping or torture of any kind is the threat of being sent down riverWe have ourselves heard this feeling expressed by them, and seen the unaffected horror with which they will sit in their gossipping hours, and tell frightful stories of that ?down river,? which to them is
?That undiscovered country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns1
A missionary figure among the fugitives in Canada told us that many of the fugitives confessed themselves to have escaped from comparatively kind masters, and that they were induced to brave the perils of escape, in almost every case, by the desperate horror with which they regarded being sold south,?a doom which was hanging either over themselves or their husbands, their wives or childrenThis nerves the African, naturally patient, timid and unenterprising, with heroic courage, and leads him to suffer hunger, cold, pain, the perils of the wilderness, and the more dread penalties of recapture
The simple morning meal now smoked on the table, for MrsShelby had excused Aunt Chloe?s attendance at the great house that morningThe poor soul had expended all her little energies on this farewell feast,?had killed and dressed her choicest chicken, and prepared her corn-cake with scrupulous exactness, just to her husband?s taste, and brought out certain mysterious jars on the mantel-piece, some preserves that were never produced except on extreme shop occasions
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He put it very nicely, saying that he did not want to wring my confidence from me, but only to know, because if a woman's heart was free a man might have hopeAnd then, Mina, I felt a sort of duty to tell him that there was some oneI only told him that much, and then he stood up, and he looked very strong and very grave as he took both my hands in his and said he hoped I would be happy, and that If I ever wanted a friend I must count him one of my best
Oh, Mina dear, I can't help crying, and you must excuse this letter being all blottedBeing proposed to is all very nice and all that sort of thing, but it isn't at all a happy thing when you have to see a poor fellow, whom you know loves you honestly, going away and looking all broken hearted, and to know that, no matter what he may say at the moment, you are passing out of his lifeMy dear, I must stop here at present, I feel so miserable, though I am so happy
Arthur has just gone, and I feel in better spirits than when I left off, so I can go on telling you about the day
Well, my dear, number Two came after lunchHe is such a nice fellow, an American from Texas, and he looks so young and so fresh that it seems almost impossible that he has been to so many places and has such adventuresI sympathize with poor Desdemona when she had such a stream poured in her ear, even by a black manI suppose that we women are such cowards that we think a man will save us from fears, and we marry himI know now what I would do if I were a man and wanted to make a girl love meNo, I don't, for there was MrMorris telling us his stories, and Arthur never told any, and yet?
My dear, I am somewhat previousMorris found me aloneIt seems that a man always does find a girl aloneNo, he doesn't, for Arthur tried twice to make a chance, and I helping him all I could, I am not ashamed to say it nowI must tell you beforehand that MrMorris doesn't always speak slang, that is to say, he never does so to strangers or before them, for he is really well educated and has exquisite manners, but he found out that it amused me to hear him talk American slang, and whenever I was present, and there was no one to be shocked, he said such funny thingsI am afraid, my dear, he has to invent it all, for it fits exactly into whatever else he has to sayBut this is a way slang hasI do not know myself if I shall ever speak slangI do not know if Arthur likes it, as I have never heard him use any as yetMorris sat down beside me and looked as happy and jolly as he could, but I could see all the same that he was very nervousHe took my hand in his, and said ever so sweetly?
"Miss Lucy, I know I ain't good enough to regulate the fixin's of your little shoes, but I guess if you wait till you find a man that is you will go join them seven young women with the lamps when you quitWon't you just hitch up alongside of me and let us go down the long road together, driving in double harness?"
Well, he did look so good humoured and so jolly that it didn't seem half so hard to refuse him as it did poor DrSo I said, as lightly as I could, that I did not know anything of hitching, and that I wasn't broken to harness at all yetThen he said that he had spoken in a light manner, and he hoped that if he had made a mistake in doing so on so grave, so momentous, and occasion for him, I would forgive himHe really did look serious when he was saying it, and I couldn't help feeling a sort of exultation that he was number Two in one dayAnd then, my dear, before I could say a word he began pouring out a perfect torrent of love-making, laying his very heart and soul at my feetHe looked so earnest over it that I shall never again think that a man must be playful always, and never earnest, because he is merry at timesI suppose he saw something in my face which checked him, for he suddenly stopped, and said with a sort of manly fervour that I could have loved him for if I had been free?
"Lucy, you are an honest hearted girl, I knowI should not be here speaking to you as I am now if I did not believe you clean grit, right through to the very depths of your soulTell me, like one good fellow to another, is there any one else that you care for? And if there is I'll never trouble you a hair's breadth again, but will be, if you will let me, a very faithful friend
My dear Mina, why are men so noble when we women are so little worthy of them? Here was I almost making fun of this great hearted, true gentlemanI burst into tears, I am afraid, my dear, you will think this a very sloppy letter in more ways than one, and I really felt very badly
Why can't they let a girl marry three men, or as many as want her, and save all this trouble? But this is heresy, and I must not say itI am glad to say that, though I was crying, I was able to look into MrMorris' brave eyes, and I told him out straight?
"Yes, there is some one I love, though he has not told me yet that he even loves me I was right to speak to him so frankly, for quite a light came into his face, and he put out both his hands and took mine, I think I put them into his, and said in a hearty way?
"That's my brave shop girl
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They banked it up, and laid green turf over it
?You may go, boys,? said George, slipping a quarter into the hand of eachThey lingered about, however
?If young Mas?r would please buy us?? said one
?We?d serve him so faithful!? said the other
?Hard times here, Mas?r!? said the first?Do, Mas?r, buy us, please!?
?I can?t!?I can?t!? said George, with difficulty, motioning them off; ?it?s impossible!?
The poor fellows looked dejected, and walked off in silence
?Witness, eternal God!? said George, kneeling on the grave of his poor friend; ?oh, witness, that, from this hour, I will do what one man can to drive out this curse of slavery from my land!?
There is no monument to mark the last resting-place of our friendHe needs none! His Lord knows where he lies, and will raise him up, immortal, to appear with him when he shall appear in his glory
Pity him not! Such a life and death is not for pity! Not in the riches of omnipotence is the chief glory of God; but in self-denying, suffering love! And blessed are the men whom he calls to fellowship with him, bearing their cross after him with patienceOf such it is written, ?Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted
Chapter 42
An Authentic Ghost Story
For some remarkable reason, ghostly legends were uncommonly rife, about this time, among the servants on Legree?s place
It was whisperingly asserted that footsteps, in the dead of night, had been heard descending the garret stairs, and patrolling the houseIn vain the doors of the upper entry had been locked; the ghost either carried a duplicate key in its pocket, or availed itself of a ghost?s immemorial privilege of coming through the keyhole, and promenaded as before, with a freedom that was alarming
Authorities were somewhat divided, as to the outward form of the spirit, owing to a custom quite prevalent among negroes,?and, for aught we know, among whites, too,?of invariably shutting the eyes, and covering up heads under blankets, petticoats, or whatever else might come in use for a shelter, on these occasionsOf course, as everybody knows, when the bodily eyes are thus out of the lists, the spiritual eyes are uncommonly vivacious and perspicuous; and, therefore, there were abundance of full-length portraits of the ghost, abundantly sworn and testified to, which, as if often the case with portraits, agreed with each other in no particular, except the common family peculiarity of the ghost tribe,?the wearing of a white sheetThe poor souls were not versed in ancient history, and did not know that Shakspeare had authenticated this costume, by telling how
?The sheeted dead
Did squeak and gibber in the streets of Rome1
And, therefore, their all hitting upon this is a striking fact in pneumatology, which we recommend to the attention of spiritual media generally
Be it as it may, we have private reasons for knowing that a tall figure in a white sheet did walk, at the most approved ghostly hours, around the Legree premises,?pass out the doors, glide about the house,?disappear at intervals, and, reappearing, pass up the silent stairway, into that fatal garret; and that, in the morning, the entry doors were all found shut and locked as firm as ever
Legree could not help overhearing this whispering; and it was all the more exciting to him, from the pains that were taken to conceal it from himHe drank more brandy than usual; held up his head briskly, and swore louder than ever in the daytime; but he had bad dreams, and the visions of his head on his bed were anything but agreeableThe night after Tom?s body had been carried away, he rode to the next town for a carouse, and had a high oneGot home late and tired; locked his door, took out the key, and went to bed
After all, let a man take what pains he may to hush it down, a human soul is an awful ghostly, unquiet possession, for a bad man to haveWho knows the metes and bounds of it? Who knows all its awful perhapses,?those shudderings and tremblings, which it can no more live down than it can outlive its own eternity! What a fool is he who locks his door to keep out spirits, who has in his own bosom a spirit he dares not meet alone,?whose voice, smothered far down, and piled over with mountains of earthliness, is yet like the forewarning trumpet of doom!
But Legree locked his door and set a chair against it; he set a night-lamp at the head of his bed; and put his pistols thereHe examined the catches and fastenings of the windows, and then swore he ?didn?t care for the devil and all his angels,? and went to sleep
Well, he slept, for he was tired,?slept soundlyBut, finally, there came over his sleep a shadow, a horror, an apprehension of something dreadful hanging over himIt was his mother?s shroud, he thought; but Cassy had it, holding it up, and showing it to himHe heard a confused noise of screams and groanings; and, with it all, he knew he was asleep, and he struggled to wake himselfHe was sure something was coming into his roomHe knew the door was opening, but he could not stir hand or footAt last he turned, with a start; the door was open, and he saw a hand putting out his light
It was a cloudy, misty moonlight, and there he saw it!?something white, gliding in! He heard the still rustle of its ghostly garmentsIt stood still by his bed;?a cold hand touched his; a voice said, three times, in a low, fearful whisper, ?Come! come! come!? And, while he lay sweating with terror, he knew not when or how, the thing was goneHe sprang out of bed, and pulled at the doorIt was shut and locked, and the man fell down in a swoon
After this, Legree became a harder drinker than ever beforeHe no longer drank cautiously, prudently, but imprudently and recklessly
There were reports around the country, soon after that he was sick and shop dying
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She heard her husband?s footsteps; she felt him coming nearer; his arms were around her, his tears falling on her face, and she awoke! It was no dreamThe daylight had long faded; her child lay calmly sleeping by her side; a candle was burning dimly on the stand, and her husband was sobbing by her pillow
The next morning was a cheerful one at the Quaker house?Mother? was up betimes, and surrounded by busy girls and boys, whom we had scarce time to introduce to our readers yesterday, and who all moved obediently to Rachel?s gentle ?Thee had better,? or more gentle ?Hadn?t thee better?? in the work of getting breakfast; for a breakfast in the luxurious valleys of Indiana is a thing complicated and multiform, and, like picking up the rose-leaves and trimming the bushes in Paradise, asking other hands than those of the original motherWhile, therefore, John ran to the spring for fresh water, and Simeon the second sifted meal for corn-cakes, and Mary ground coffee, Rachel moved gently, and quietly about, making biscuits, cutting up chicken, and diffusing a sort of sunny radiance over the whole proceeding generallyIf there was any danger of friction or collision from the ill-regulated zeal of so many young operators, her gentle ?Come! come!? or ?I wouldn?t, now,? was quite sufficient to allay the difficultyBards have written of the cestus of Venus, that turned the heads of all the world in successive generationsWe had rather, for our part, have the cestus of Rachel Halliday, that kept heads from being turned, and made everything go on harmoniouslyWe think it is more suited to our modern days, decidedly
While all other preparations were going on, Simeon the elder stood in his shirt-sleeves before a little looking-glass in the corner, engaged in the anti-patriarchal operation of shavingEverything went on so sociably, so quietly, so harmoniously, in the great kitchen,?it seemed so pleasant to every one to do just what they were doing, there was such an atmosphere of mutual confidence and good fellowship everywhere,?even the knives and forks had a social clatter as they went on to the table; and the chicken and ham had a cheerful and joyous fizzle in the pan, as if they rather enjoyed being cooked than otherwise;?and when George and Eliza and little Harry came out, they met such a hearty, rejoicing welcome, no wonder it seemed to them like a dream
At last, they were all seated at breakfast, while Mary stood at the stove, baking griddle-cakes, which, as they gained the true exact golden-brown tint of perfection, were transferred quite handily to the table
Rachel never looked so truly and benignly happy as at the head of her tableThere was so much motherliness and full-heartedness even in the way she passed a plate of cakes or poured a cup of coffee, that it seemed to put a spirit into the food and drink she offered
It was the first time that ever George had sat down on equal terms at any white man?s table; and he sat down, at first, with some constraint and awkwardness; but they all exhaled and went off like fog, in the genial morning rays of this simple, overflowing kindness
This, indeed, was a home,?home,?a word that George had never yet known a meaning for; and a belief in God, and trust in his providence, began to encircle his heart, as, with a golden cloud of protection and confidence, dark, misanthropic, pining atheistic doubts, and fierce despair, melted away before the light of a living Gospel, breathed in living faces, preached by a thousand unconscious acts of love and good will, which, like the cup of cold water given in the name of a disciple, shall never lose their reward
?Father, what if thee should get found out again?? said Simeon second, as he buttered his cake
?I should pay my fine,? said Simeon, quietly
?But what if they put thee in prison??
?Couldn?t thee and mother manage the farm?? said Simeon, smiling
?Mother can do almost everything,? said the boy?But isn?t it a shame to make such laws??
?Thee mustn?t speak evil of thy rulers, Simeon,? said his father, gravely?The Lord only gives us our worldly goods that we may do justice and mercy; if our rulers require a price of us for it, we must deliver it up
?Well, I hate those old slaveholders!? said the boy, who felt as unchristian as became any modern reformer
?I am surprised at thee, son,? said Simeon; ?thy mother never taught thee soI would do even the same for the slaveholder as for the slave, if the Lord brought him to my door in affliction
Simeon second blushed scarlet; but his mother only smiled, and said, ?Simeon is my good boy; he will grow older, by and by, and then he will be like his father
?I hope, my good sir, that you are not exposed to any difficulty on our account,? said George, anxiously
?Fear nothing, George, for therefore are we sent into the worldIf we would not meet trouble for a good cause, we were not worthy of our name
?But, for me,? said George, ?I could not bear it
?Fear not, then, friend George; it is not for thee, but for God and man, we do it,? said Simeon?And now thou must lie by quietly this day, and tonight, at ten o?clock, Phineas Fletcher will carry thee onward to the next stand,?thee and the rest of they companyThe pursuers are hard after thee; we must not delay
?If that is the case, why wait till evening?? said George
?Thou art safe here by daylight, for every one in the settlement is a Friend, and all are watchingIt has been found safer to travel by night
Chapter 14
Evangeline
?A young star! which shone
O?er life?too sweet an image, for such glass!
A lovely being, scarcely formed or moulded;
A rose with all its sweetest leaves yet folded
The Mississippi! How, as by an enchanted wand, have its scenes been changed, since Chateaubriand wrote his prose-poetic description of it,1 as a river of mighty, unbroken solitudes, rolling amid undreamed wonders of vegetable and animal existence
But as in an hour, this river of dreams and wild romance has emerged to a reality scarcely less visionary and splendidWhat other river of the world bears on its bosom to the ocean the wealth and enterprise of such another country??a country whose products embrace all between the tropics and the poles! Those turbid waters, hurrying, foaming, tearing along, an apt resemblance of that headlong tide of business which is poured along its wave by a race more vehement and energetic than any the old world ever shop saw
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-Jonathan is better after a bad nightI am so glad that he has plenty of work to do, for that keeps his mind off the terrible things, and oh, I am rejoiced that he is not now weighed down with the responsibility of his new positionI knew he would be true to himself, and now how proud I am to see my Jonathan rising to the height of his advancement and keeping pace in all ways with the duties that come upon himHe will be away all day till late, for he said he could not lunch at homeMy household work is done, so I shall take his foreign journal, and lock myself up in my room and read it-I hadn't the heart to write last night, that terrible record of Jonathan's upset me soPoor dear! How he must have suffered, whether it be true or only imaginationI wonder if there is any truth in it at allDid he get his brain fever, and then write all those terrible things, or had he some cause for it all? I suppose I shall never know, for I dare not open the subject to himAnd yet that man we saw yesterday! He seemed quite certain of him, poor fellow! I suppose it was the funeral upset him and sent his mind back on some train of thought
He believes it all himselfI remember how on our wedding day he said "Unless some solemn duty come upon me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, mad or sane?" There seems to be through it all some thread of continuityThat fearful Count was coming to LondonIf it should be, and he came to London, with its teeming millions? There may be a solemn duty, and if it come we must not shrink from itI shall get my typewriter this very hour and begin transcribingThen we shall be ready for other eyes if requiredAnd if it be wanted, then, perhaps, if I am ready, poor Jonathan may not be upset, for I can speak for him and never let him be troubled or worried with it at allIf ever Jonathan quite gets over the nervousness he may want to tell me of it all, and I can ask him questions and find out things, and see how I may comfort him
LETTER, VAN HELSING TO MRSHARKER
24 September
(Confidence)
"Dear Madam,
"I pray you to pardon my writing, in that I am so far friend as that I sent to you sad news of Miss Lucy Westenra's deathBy the kindness of Lord Godalming, I am empowered to read her letters and papers, for I am deeply concerned about certain matters vitally importantIn them I find some letters from you, which show how great friends you were and how you love herOh, Madam Mina, by that love, I implore you, help meIt is for others' good that I ask, to redress great wrong, and to lift much and terrible troubles, that may be more great than you can knowMay it be that I see you? You can trust meJohn Seward and of Lord Godalming (that was Arthur of Miss Lucy)I must keep it private for the present from allI should come to Exeter to see you at once if you tell me I am privilege to come, and where and whenI implore your pardon, MadamI have read your letters to poor Lucy, and know how good you are and how your husband sufferSo I pray you, if it may be, enlighten him not, least it may harmAgain your pardon, and forgive me
"VAN HELSING"
TELEGRAM, MRSHARKER TO VAN HELSING
25 September-Come today by quarter past ten train if you can catch itCan see you any time you call
"WILHELMINA HARKER"
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL
25 September-I cannot help feeling terribly excited as the time draws near for the visit of DrVan Helsing, for somehow I expect that it will throw some light upon Jonathan's sad experience, and as he attended poor dear Lucy in her last illness, he can tell me all about herThat is the reason of his shop coming
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